the last time i lived with girls was in 2007 when i lived in france. oh holy crap! it's been FOUR years that i've lived with a boy?! and it's been four years since the most magical time of my life? but here we are again...living apart and even though i lovelovelove these two gals i'm missing my guy a whole bunch. there's this statistic that if you live with your boyfriend you have a higher chance of breaking up or not getting married or something dumb like that. call me crazy but i like to test drive the car before you buy it. lemme tell you, living with will was really awesome and i miss it/him a whole bunch.
this post has absolutely nothing to do with anything wedding related. i should probably make note of that right now juuuust incase you are wondering if you should keep reading.
i had the most wonderful conversation with my beloved justine the other night. you know those kind of people that exist that just make you feel so dang good about life and there's nothing more happy than hanging out with/talking with/laughing with/crying with/being with that friend? that's her. she's just so awesome. hi, justine! hi. can you tell i miss you?
oh hey that reminds me of wedding party stuff. so i guess that paragraph above the paragraph above this one is now a total lie. will and i go back and forth between wanting a 'wedding party' and not wanting one. he's already decided he is just going to have cameron (his baby brother) stand up there with him. then he's going to have his closest people sort of sit to the side, and that includes his sister which shooot that's just so cute it makes me love him even more. i haven't decided what i'm doing. i think i'm just going to have my most beloved people sit to the side as well, so it'll kind of be like a wedding party but kind of not. regardless, these people will not be required to wear any dreaded bridesmaids dresses/tuxes. i just want them to wear something they already have or something they love or something they want or WHATEVER! go naked. just do what you want and look gorgeous while you're at it, right? so that's what we've talked about. who knows. we change our mind all of the time.
there isn't really THAT much time to keep on changing minds here...i'd just like to point that out. also, this post is kind of dumb and pointless and rambling and so i think i'm going to stop. really i'm just writing because i'm staring at the clock waiting for my guy to get his bum out of the shower and call me.
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